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He is So Faithful

Janis Van Keuren

     I’ve been down this road at least three times since May. You would think I’d know my way by now. The Way to avoid the forks in the road marked uncertainty, disharmony, bitterness, rebellion, anger, control, pride, fear. However, it seems I falter on the well known path, and lose my Way on at least one fork in the road, if not all.
     Words fly, inflicting pain. Hot tempers erupt. Eyes glare. The blame moves around the room. The once secure foundation cracks a little more, and with every fissure, it seems the possibility of repair becomes a monumental task. While fear attempts to strangle me and say I’m doomed, I’ve found a peace uncommon for me. One that does not fit my need to fear until my hopes and prayers are answered. I don’t know how to explain it. I don’t quite understand it. But in the midst of this trial, I have peace–at least most of the time.
     It’s nothing I have done. I haven’t read His word for longer periods of time or even sat with Him for more time. I do talk to Him most of the day, though, pouring out my heart’s request, my desire to put the pieces back together. And others are praying.
     Today, I found the greatest peace in songs of worship that speak of God’s faithfulness, strength and grace even when I have not been faithful. Is my heart still breaking? Yes. Is there still a doubt that assails me? Yes. Does my stomach still quiver with uneasiness at times? Yes. But He’s Been Faithful to show me the Way, and by His grace, I will trust Him to be Faithful, again.

He’s Been Faithful 
 The Brooklyn Tabernacle Choir
Lyrics by Vicki Yohe

     The lyrics lift my heart to His face and there I find He has been faithful to me. 

     “In my moments of fear / 
Through every pain and every tear / 
There’s a God whose been faithful to me /
When my strength was all gone / 
And when my heart had no song still / 
He was faithful to me / 
Every word He promised, is true (Oh, yes it is) / 
And what I thought was impossible / I see my God do.

 “He’s been faithful, faithful to me (He’s been faithful) / 

Looking back, Your love and mercy I see (mercy I see) / 
In my heart, I questioned your will / 
And I failed to believe / 
BUT You’ve been faithful, faithful to me. 
“When my heart looked away / 
The many times I could not pray / 
still in love my God, He proved faithful to me / 
The days I spent so selfishly, reaching out for what pleased me / 
Still in love You proved faithful to me / 
Every time I go back to Him /
Don’t you know, He’s waiting with open arms and I see once again”
     He’s been faithful

  “if we are faithless, he will remain faithful, for he cannot disown himself.” 2 Timothy 2:12 NIV 

Where have you found His faithfulness in your life?

From My Heart to Yours,

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He is So Faithful — 16 Comments

  2. what seems impossible – I’ve seen my God do!!
    No one can measure up to HIS faithfulness.
    Thanks for sharing and encouraging us through your honesty.

  3. Janis – I don’t know the specifics of what you are going through, but I do know that God is faithful and He is with us through every trial.

    Blessings to you,
    Joan

  4. ~Anita, thank you for your continued prayers and support.
    ~Karen, thank you for the confirmation that no one can measure up to His faithfulness
    ~Ceal, thank you for always being there for me–in the good times and the bad
    ~Joan, thank you for the encouragement that the Lord is faithful to see us through every trial.

    From My Heart to Yours,
    Janis

  8. EXCELLENT!!!!! Life is hard, but God is good (faithful) I love this and especially the song/words that you inserted. You are the best my friend,
    even when times are hard!!!

    I love you,
    Ceal

  9. Janis this post really touched me. And the song – perfect. Praying for you….stay strong okay and I hope this week is a great one for you.

  12. Oh, Janis! I have traveled the same road over and over again too. I am praying that I learn the lesson this time so I can move on—even though I know He’ll just start working on something else in me! 😉

    He is so faithful, and He is good. Trust in that. I’m praying for you.

    ~Jennifer

  13. ~Clif, thank you for the encouragement. Glad you enjoyed the video.

    ~Kaye, Thank you for the prayers for wisdom. I’m glad you liked the music as much as I did.

    ~Jennifer, my dear friend,thank you for your prayers and empathy as I keep learning.

    From My Heart to Yours,
    Janis

  14. Beautiful, Janis.

    I went through a period of time in my life when I wandered away from God’s Way – I lost His Way, and so I lost mine. How has He been faithful to me?

    He never let me go…

    He brought a neighbor to my house who invited me to Bible Study. That had a “domino” effect on my faith, my family, and then, my ministry.

    He reminded me that He had never moved away – I had. But He was there, waiting for my return, like the father of the prodigal son. He saw me while I was “still a long way off.”

    Great is His faithfulness – morning by morning, new mercies I see…

    GOD BLESS!

  15. Amen, Janis, yes he is faithful. Thank you for sharing this beautiful video and for sharing your heart.
    Blessings as you continue to live for Him.
    Charlotte

  16. Janis, what a beautiful picture and post. Your writing is so open and refreshing…and you echo my own words too often in my life….that old companion fear likes to raise it’s ugly head but God is more powerful and in His name I lift you up today along with so many others to pray for you. God bless your week!

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